The last goodbye

You could have skipped the band,
Tired of sitting on the ground,
Tired of writing letters,
Your hand will never find

I'm in deeper than you think,
I'm silenced by my own despair,
Beautiful action motion shot,
- a soul that once could care

I'm torn down by your thinking,
I seam to smear my own,
My past inevitably haunting
- The fragrant grave in which I roam

But I cannot simply breathe you see,
I choke on my own dignified indifference,
You get me close to being me,
A penalty I cannot pay your sovereigns

You couldn't rescue me,
Alas' and how you tried,
In a darkened room you search for me,
But love, my love, our love has died.

Rain

He is on the brink of making me normal
He says I smoke too much
like the rain his
eyes pour down loveliness into my soul

Registered to become a person today
Fought anger till it broke today
Defeated silence, here to stay
Sold my soul - so childlike till but yesterday

- a Silent breath within...
making it possible for the wind to move
Here is peace.
Here is heaven

Guess I'm over  it
I started out alone in the rain
In ruined ashen wilderness
Lay a stained immortal slain

I take the silence and endure the rage
I am hoping it will go way
But the rage reflected is my own
And my rage is here to stay

How to block a sound so deep?
Days are far apart and hours long
A beggar plays his black guitar
- as a King of words forgets his song

Carnival going round and round
A head as light as lead
Said you felt it all
"forever baby", is what you said

Said you cared for yesterday
Said that we would go away
Said that broken dreams could mend
Said we'd meet halfway

Here I'm standing on a n empty road
Dust takes a lot - but not all of you
Guess I'll just keep walking on
Guess I've nothing else left to do

Forget the dreary life of rest
I found in me no space at all
A sudden sinking wilderness
A cheap divide to elude one's soul